Tears Of Blood

I know that I'm loved but I don't feel it They say that I'm strong but I don't see it Where's my strength to cure my weakness My wounds cut deep can't seem to heal them Can't do anything without feeling condemned I'm living life so heavy hearted I feel captivated by thoughts I should have never entertained I can't escape my mind so I'm left till all my hope drains away Can you wipe away my tears of blood I see life through stains of my self hate I couldn't cry hard enough to wash me clean of this pain So I continue to wipe away my tears of blood that stain my face Self hate is my drug, got too addicted I know I need help, but my mindset has shifted How did I become so numb to this sickness Tried to explain my pain and it looked like they listened But I don't think what I said resonates with them They don't know how close I've come to end this I feel captivated by thoughts I should have never entertained I can't escape my mind so I'm left till my hope drains away Can you wipe away my tears of blood I see life through stains of my self hate I couldn't cry hard enough to wash me clean of this pain So let's continue to wipe away our Tears of blood that stain our face