Rather Be Doing

Check my phone for like the thirtieth time today Come up with scenarios in my head about the things I think you should say Count my breath, count my steps, watch the way that you breathe I overthink, then over drink, and worry about things I should've said differently And then I'm back to wanting to check on you When I know that's something you wouldn't think to do for me Cause I know that you'd be fine and you'd find another one so easily But I don't wanna think of things you did before Or the things that you'd prefer to looking through me Cause if I'm being honest there's nothing that I would rather be doing I'd rather be doing There's nothing I would rather be doing I fill my cup, they can't keep up with the flavor of the day There have been so many they been reduced to their states Cause I'm swiping and typing then I forget what I'm writing And I'm stuck upstream Cause the boy that I'm wanting is huffing and puffing with girls much cooler then me And then I'm back to wanting to check on you When I know that's something you wouldn't think to do for me Cause I know that you'd be fine and you'd find another one so easily But I don't wanna think of things you did before Or the things that you'd prefer to looking through me Cause if I'm being honest there's nothing that I would rather be doing I'd rather be doing There's nothing I would rather be doing