walking on water

im slowly drifting through the days i'm here right now but hate this place nothing ever feels complete but yet i never wanna leave when will anything be simple i'm stuck somewhere in the middle i've got everything i need but yet most nights i still can't sleep is it wrong to not know what i'm searching for? and is it so bad that i’ll always be wanting more? cause I’m walking on water but i'm nowhere near the shore wishing i had directions to navigate this ocean there's so much to discover but i'm getting really tired im wishing i could see What comes next for me my mind is running on repeat i don’t think that i'll ever please, the voices trapped inside my head in this world there is no end it’s not enough to just get by i want to know the reasons why need something bigger, something real something i can truly feel is it wrong to not know what i'm searching for? and is it so bad that i’ll always be wanting more? cause I’m walking on water but i'm nowhere near the shore wishing i had directions to navigate this ocean there's so much to discover but i'm getting really tired im wishing i could see what comes next for me is this all that i'll ever be? is this all that i'll ever be? is this all that i'll ever be? is this all that i'll ever be? is this all that i'll ever be? is this all that i'll ever be? cause i'm walking on water but i can't find the shore God give me directions i’m lost out in this ocean there’s more to discover but i’m getting really tired i’m wishing i could see what comes next for me