Instead

It was you from the start I gave you my heart You didn't need it back then On and on it went on And I'm left with these scars I couldn't face it back when When you broke me When you lied and you said sorry again Sorry again But you couldn't see me Lost count of the bottles, they were numbers in your head In your head You gave up on us No more thought of us You chose you instead I was the fool who turned my head Said I love you instead I was the fool who turned my head Said I love you instead I was the fool who turned my head Said I love you instead I chose you instead of loving myself So I took you to bed Said "I love you, lay down" "It isn't your fault" Because you love me you say "Today you are lost" "I know there's regret" "But tomorrow you'll see" See me standing instead See me standing instead The bottles they were numbers in your head Memories rerun in my head Ooh Ooh Standing and alone Looking like a fool Scared to be alone Not sure what to do