i can't go back home

I can't talk about it To anyone I know I cant take care of me So I take care of you I hate the way I act I'm always on attack And still hate where I'm at I still hate that— It's not the way it was, not the way it was And there’s nothing you can do about it It's not the way it was, not the way it was And there’s nothing you can do about it I don’t know where I am I don't know where to lay my head I misplaced you again I love to waste the time I spend I keep flipping the switch I don’t know where I'm supposed to live I payed to learn in bed And now I'm losing all my sense I hate every place I go Can't go home Got diagnosed Miss being alone But I hated being alone Whenever I wanna go back I get there and wanna leave again I see problems in everything You just hate it everywhere It's not the way it was, not the way it was And there’s nothing you can do about it It's not the way it was, not the way it was And there’s nothing you can do about it I don’t know where I am I don't know where to lay my head I misplaced you again I love to waste the time I spend I keep flipping the switch I don’t know where I'm supposed to live I payed to learn in bed And now I'm losing all my sense You are never as young as you want to be Always looking for something that isn’t there Can’t leave it behind Although I know how hard you have tried You know you won’t ever find I don’t know where I am I don't know where to lay my head I misplaced you again I love to waste the time I spend I keep flipping the switch I don’t know where I'm supposed to live I payed to learn in bed And now I'm losing all my sense