I Only Hate Myself Around You

How do you feel about me Oh I'm dying to know When you're looking cross the room at me i'm thinking about jumping out the window Tell me what you're into I'll say I like that too I'll know it in the moment that I don't and I just said it to impress you Who are you What do you do To make me lose My common sense I try too hard What is it for I'm comfortable But then you show up looking perfect and I fall Do you know You're tripping up my flow This isn't my usual I'm not a second guesser but you're so beautiful You make me do those stupid things i do I only hate myself around you Do you care about me Should I give it up At this point I think I would feel much better if I could just act like myself Who are you What do you do To make me lose My confidence I try too hard What is it for I'm comfortable But then you smile in my direction and I fall Do you know You're tripping up my flow This isn't my usual I'm not a second guesser but you're so beautiful You make me do those stupid things I do I only hate myself around you You make me feel powerless Too easy to give in to your attention I don't think that I would miss The person that I am when you're around me What would I get in the end Would all these insecurities be worth it Wish that I could just pretend I didn't even care for you at all Do you know You're tripping up my flow This isn't my usual I'm not a second guesser but you're so beautiful You make me do those stupid things I do I only hate myself around you