escaping

Escaping my own thoughts is a marathon And I can't seem to find a way out Escaping the thought of you, is a struggle now Cause I thought I'd never want you out of my mind And now things have changed And my life is different now The way I think The way I speak The way I look at everything What once was love is now just broken dreams you left with to deal with And I'm sad to say that I feel I'm not the same The things that I keep running in my mind just hurt, you hurt me and now they're here to stay The troubled mind I have to deal with is all because you were too afraid that things would change And now things have changed And my life is different now The way I think The way I speak The way I look at everything What once was love is now just broken dreams you left with to deal with And I'm sad to say that I feel I'm not the same I'm not the same girl you left a month ago I'm fighting so hard to let you go I would've killed for you at one stage But you were never going to stay, were you? And now things have changed And my life is different now The way I think The way I speak The way I look at everything What once was love is now just broken dreams you left with to deal with And I'm sad to say that I feel I'm not the same No I'm not the same Oh, I'm not the same