Who I Am Right Now

Im a long story Of breaks and bends Full of chapters i never thought would end I’ve flooded gardens with wasted tears And I’ve watched it all disappear I took the path Of most resistance Stumbled onto self forgiveness But I’m still anxious by default And I’m trying to making sense of it all Ch: If my plans had all gone perfect My heart would’ve never had to grow from hurting And if I never started searching Id still be somewhere out there floating on the surface If I never took the long way around I wouldnt be who I am right now V: All the signs that I ignored Are turning colors I never saw before I see my rise and I see my fall And i wouldn’t change it at all Ch: If my plans had all gone perfect My heart would’ve never had to grow from hurting And if I never started searching Id still be somewhere out there floating on the surface If I never took the long way around I wouldnt be who I am right now Who i am right now