These Days

These days I just want to give more than I take These days Coffee and a song keep me awake Last night A girl from Houston kissed me twice Last night I got drunk and shut off my own mind And I'm going Oh I'm going on Am I running What am I running from And when I get there Will I bite my tongue What will I become When the day is done I try To tell myself that everything is fine I try To hold myself and get me through the night Takes time To see the world through someone else's eyes Takes time to feel the darkness and still choose the light And I'm going Oh I solider on Am I running What am I running from And when I get there Will I bite my tongue What will I become When the day is done And I feel guilty with my friends How they talk me off the ledge And they think I'm being honest But it's only ever half of it And I fake it to myself So good can't even tell Til the truth cuts like a knife creeps in my dreams I wake at night I wake at night I wake at night I wake at night I I wake at night I wake at night I wake at night These days