Worst Enemy

Sometimes I wanna fade Into a fog of pine There I'd smell evergreens And I'd rest there for a while Ohhhhh Sometimes I want to dive Down to the ocean floor The tides wash me away Burdens are weightless there And ohhh I'm trying To not overthink the silence Ohh but I Can't help But get in the way My own worst enemy Sometimes I wonder if My voice it couldn't speak Would it be the death of me? Would it be a sweet relief? And ohhh I'm trying To not overthink the silence Ohh but I Can't help But get in the way My own worst enemy One day I'll wake up myself again One step forward then five back again I can't find the heart to be my own best friend Cause I can't tell what's real or in my head Ohh but I Can't help But get in the way My own worst enemy Ohhhhh