In My Mind

Crystal Light in my water, this stuff tastes like shit I'm not sure why I bother drinking it I guess it gives me something to get my blood sugar running Cause I'm tired all the time I was feeling anxious, so I talked to my good friend about it She was like, "Hey Rachel, why don't you simply not think about it" I was like, oh right, that's the best advice I ever heard So I sat in my room, stared at the wall, thought about absolutely nothing at all Oh baby Count to ten and tell me what you see I see myself in the mirror looking back at me Oh no Could I be the only person alive And everyone else is made up in my mind In my mind (Could I, could I, could I be the only person alive) I was drinking coffee just so I could stay awake I'm not sure why cause I don't have a thing to do today And I wont have a thing to do tomorrow or the next day Or the day after that And I could see myself falling in love with you But the truth is I'm just not in the place to So I do My best to avoid you, I don't even give you thought I just sit in my room, stare at the wall, think about absolutely nothing at all Oh baby Count to ten and tell me what you see I see myself in the mirror looking back at me Oh no Could I be the only person alive And everyone else is made up in my mind In my mind In my mind, in my mind, in my mind I'm starting to think That wouldn't be so bad Cause I'm getting used to being on my own And everybody asks me, how I'm not going mad It's cause I sit in my room, stare at the wall, think about absolutely nothing at all