Post Script

Five whole months and a couple days Since the day you went away I guess you'd think that I'd be used to this feeling by now Took a long drive down memory lane And now here's something I hate to say But I still love you and I don't think it'll ever fade out How could you leave the way you did No regret or hesitation We were one until you pulled me apart Silence killed and you knew it did Waited for you all night until I got sick And I forgive you but I hope the next one breaks your heart Write it out put my feelings on paper Nothing left but tear soaked letters That I wrote to you when I tried to find closure Used me good and gave me a broken heart You only ever wanted me in the dark You never even talked about me when we were over How could you leave the way you did No regret or hesitation We were one until you pulled me apart Silence killed and you knew it did Waited for you all night til I got sick And I forgive you but I hope the next one breaks your heart I hope you feel guilty For the way you tried to change me For the late night conversations When you made promises you wouldn't keep I hate I let you objectify me I hate I let you lie to me I hate that I still love you After how you treated me I was just barely seventeen I couldn't get out of bed for a week You pointed fingers and blamed me And said I was the one who stopped talking When you're the one that didn't want me