Easy

I thought of the worst I thought it would hurt I thought I'd never get over you I thought it'd be hard to get sober I thought it would kill me I thought I would feel so lost It's hard to define What I feel inside It's hard to admit that I don't feel bad That we ended up sooner I thought it would end me I thought I would feel unsure I can't believe I felt so fine And that I even went out straight that night And 'til now I'm still wondering how the hell Can heartbreaks feel so damn right Not even once did I say "it hurts, I can't live anymore" After you walked out my door How could this be so easy? I thought it's unfair How I felt so much better I thought it would be like in movies I thought it would scar me forever Now I don't even care If I see you with someone else I can't believe I don't feel lonely And that I'd even wish to see you happy And 'til now I'm still wondering how the hell Can breakups be this fucking easy Not even once did I say "it hurts, I can't live anymore" After you walked out my door How could this be so easy? I hate that I don't even feel sad or broken or alone I have never felt this much home Oh losing you feels easy I think I finally found my peace I always thought I'd be so fucking lost if i'd wake up one day without you here 'Cos from everything, now you're my nothing But it's so calming To own my heart alone Not even once did I say "it hurts, I can't live anymore" After you walked out my door How could this be so easy? I hate that I don't even feel sad or empty or alone I have never felt this much home Oh losing you feels easy