Willing to Smile

Do you remember our first hello? You caught me smile when you said that joke Fast forward to today, I'm still in love with your heart of gold Every day's been a pleasure You are most of my summers And the sadness that comes with dawn 'Cos I have to wake up without you Because this ain't a love story My mind can't take it And my heart keeps aching But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know I'm overjoyed when I see you smile But it hurts I ain't the reason why But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know I still recall when you said my name When you introduced me as that friend Fast forward to today, you say her name it inflicts some pain I guess you're enjoying the sunset While I'm just stuck here in my bed Wishing she'll make you happy Like how I am when you're with me Because I'm not your missing piece My mind can't take it And my heart keeps aching But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know I'm overjoyed when I see you smile But it hurts I ain't the reason why But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know I can't breathe properly when you're not around me Can't deny the entry of the worst emotions But if you're happier today than all the moments I have prayed for then, I'll beg myself to let you go So my mouth is faking What my heart keeps saying But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know My butterflies die when you smile Knowing I ain't the reason why But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know My mind can't take it And my heart keeps aching But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know I'm overjoyed when I see you smile But it hurts I ain't the reason why But my lips are willing to smile so you won't know