Days of Gold

I feel safe at your apartment It's warm 'cause you're always baking something You told me I'm welcome anytime Show you my card tricks You can bring some wine But what would happen If you were to find out What I'm really like? Are you on my side? Don't know why my hands are shaking Maybe you weren't part of my equation Waiting on the last train at Connolly Station Trying to make it back home before the day ends I wish I could remember all of their faces But I know they're slipping away because I am moving slow She's in circles behind me I warned her not to follow Cause all I will ever want Is something I could never hold And all I'm thinking of Are those days of gold I felt safe at her apartment Christmas lights were shining In a little dark room Now my eyes sting At Surf Drive with the ocean I tried to breathe in Like you always told me But everything was clearer Back when you owned me I used to say I didn't mind being lonely Am I on my own? It hurts 'cause you'll never believe me And I think of how you used to lead me Down cobblestone streets on foggy nights I just wish that we had more time