Wasted Gifts

I keep on chasing this Like maybe I'll make it Then when you get there You'll wish you hadn't wasted time I was so mad Like why am I not famous Shoulda left the cave more I should not have waited I crash the high and agonize Because I'm never sure The things you're gonna say about me Once I'm out the door Laughing off the wine I bought The French I can't afford I tell myself you're talking shit Because you're insecure I don't care if you think I'm lost I keep cruising on the highway frost I keep singing in the parking lot When I take the garbage out Well, in my dreams I'm sipping coffee next to Aubrey He gives me shit 'cause I'm still rocking my Huaraches I got my Netflix deal, Four Seasons drinking lobby Laughing off everything that ever used to haunt me Like where we gonna go when the winter rental's taken Worrying I blew my twenties writing songs in basements When everyone around me couldn't see what I was chasing Telling Mom to hold on this'll be the year I make it Like why'd I go and fall for all those California nights I should've killed my spirit and just got the nine to five 'Cause staying tunnel-visioned was the same as going blind All my friends are gone now and I never gave them time In my mind all the angels start to glare And I'd be lying if I said he wasn't there I didn't help him and the kid was in despair I didn't help him, yeah I guess I didn't care 'cause Keep on chasing this Like maybe I'll make it Then when you get there You'll wish you hadn't wasted time I was so mad Like why am I not famous? Shoulda left the cave more I should have not waited Keep on chasing this Like maybe I'll make it Then when you get there You'll wish you hadn't wasted time I was so mad Like why am I not famous? Shoulda left the cave more I should have not waited