So Much Pain (feat. Drew.1)

I seen my dawg on the news and that shit left me damaged You ain't seen what I seen so you wouldn't understand it Back to the block hopping fences when I was just on campus Tied tween the streets and this music that shit get hard to manage I keep on losing my niggas it get harder to cope Try throw you out in that water but they won't send a boat Been in this shit since a pup and I barely stayed afloat It's f*ck the opps I want all they heads wrapped round a rope Kev took a wiggie and ate it my nigga still breathing Could give a bitch all you had and she probably still leaving Jazz passed away 5 years ago shit I'm still grieving Certain scars can't get healed so these wounds is still bleeding I keep these drugs in my system just to put me at ease Lost two of my dawgs this year I feel death coming in 3's I did the shit I ain't want to for the shit that I need And Bre come home next year shit I can't wait till he leave So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawgs I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call The trenches breeded me different the struggling was common I keep my hand on the smith cuz niggas tryna line me I'm moving ducked from the district I know the law be plotting My father died I feel his spirit and I feel him watching I grabbed some work and I flipped it I had to stack my profit Whatever they need I get it I'm plugged in like a socket James Harden shoot and score I blast em like a rocket This Hershey clip a blow a kiss and melt you like some chocolate You keep that money confidential niggas count ya pockets It be the niggas closest to cross you you gotta watch em I chalk it take it on the chin and I don't even trip You clutching on that pistol better keep a tight grip That ref ain't blow the whistle niggas was on foul shit I f*ck round leave shawty single because she on some child shit Keep ya head on a swivel know that they gon try shit I always split down the middle was never just my shit I always split down the middle and made sure that the team ate Don't trip if I lose my dribble that's why I gotta teammate Whole life I thought I would dribble Start liking how that weed taste That ball got poked by a needle and I just let it deflate Damn So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg I ain't gon lie I'm shedding tears when I think about y'all So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call