still lonely

Still lonely... Still lonely... Still lonely... Still lonely, still lonely… Closed off and sealed away Is where my heart has gone to stay And all that’s left inside that place Are the memories from yesterday Some people come, some people go And when they leave, I try to grow To become the man, I dream to be But the pain inside, it still says no The flashbacks are like trophies From a better time, with the old me Try to fix myself, with some therapy Still the ending turns out terribly I wanna be the man that I used to be Not going through life so carefully And when I look ahead I can’t stop myself From looking back for the old me I’m still lonely... I need you I’m still lonely… I miss you I’m still lonely... I need you I’m still lonely… Still lonely The first girl, yea she taught me Not to be naive, I wasn’t lonely Felt like I really had someone Began to feel like she was the one The second, spun me around my head Was she in, or was she out instead Playing games, cuz she didn’t know Which feelings of hers she was gonna show The third one took me for a ride I tried my best, although she lied Her actions spoke more than words She judged me by the lies that she heard The next one hurt although platonic Sank in hard like a gin and tonic Really thought she was my best friend And for me that really was the end (of my feelings) Still lonely... Still lonely... Still lonely... Still lonely, still lonely… The worst pain came in from my boys Our bonds as thin, as plastic toys And I really thought they had my back But that feeling was just a decoy The memories that we all share Stay in my mind, they're forever there And although it hurts me to admit At the end of the day I still really care I’m still lonely... I need you I’m still lonely… I miss you I’m still lonely... I need you I’m still lonely… Still lonely