Break Tha Rulz

It was three thirty-two When you snuck your way into my room Shut the door, took off your shoes What else was I supposed to do? Try not to breathe, pretend to sleep I thought maybe I could fool you You held on, but that's cool I guess you just forgot the rules I always felt some kind of cool When I followed you back to your room Switched off the lights and set the mood Like I had something left to prove We'd always say "it's just a game" But now I'm done lying to you I wrote 'em all, but that's cool I always loved to break the rules I feel so fucking stupid, I should've seen this coming It was hot in pursuit long before I was running away From the lies I was telling myself to believe Trying to breed apathy And this cognitive dissonance is tearing me apart It's dragging me down and it's breaking my heart Into pieces and parts, a souvenir token Of what was once self love, now replaced by self loathing