Laughing at Myself

It's not that I don't believe that there's an open blue skies above I just had enough There's just nothing left in me It's not that I don't wanna see what's going on And I, I just feel I just rather be Where no one can see me I'm laughing alone At this night again At myself again Laugh this emptiness again I'm laughing all alone again Wish I were, as happy as you Wish you don't, have to feel the way that I do Wish you don't have to feel it too I'm laughing again I'm laughing at myself again I'm laughing again I'm laughing at myself again I'm laughing again I'm laughing at myself again I'm laughing again I'm laughing at myself again