Self-Blame

Panic quickly overflows my soul It will very soon have laid me low In my mind there's a giant hole My will has lost the main role Fear and frustration draw me down But on the outside I won't frown For procrastination I will pay the cost But I won't let others see I'm lost (I won't let them see how lost I am) Trying to dodge responsibilities Like the drops of the pouring rain But then the wind blows drowning me in self- blame Self- blame Trying to dodge responsibilities (My heart is beating louder and louder ) Like the drops of the pouring rain (Breathing's getting harder and harder ) But then the wind blows drowning me in (A fearsome battle is raging inside) Self-blame (There's not a single place left to hide) Self-blame My heart is beating louder and louder (You can't make it) Breathing's getting harder and harder (You're late again) A fearsome battle is raging inside (You're not doing enough) There's not a single place left to hide (Everything you do is rough ) Chaos is pulling me under My fears are loud as a thunder I cannot take it any longer I wish I was stronger Chaos is pulling me under My fears are loud as a thunder I cannot take it any longer I wish I was stronger I wish I was stronger Trying to dodge responsibilities Like the drops of the pouring rain But then the wind blows drowning me in self- blame Self-blame Trying to dodge responsibilities Like the drops of the pouring rain But then the wind blows drowning me in self- blame Self-blame