Everything I Did // Forgiveness

Hey Lord I hope you're there I been asking for forgiveness Hope that I've been going through all this pain for a reason I just hope that it counts for something Head down on his knees praying he find bliss Oh the things I did Lord forgive my sins no Music done made the pain so numb To the point where I can't think or do much I get rid of my feelings and face blunts Crazy how my life changed in just one month Still I'm lonely and I can't pretend that this shit getting better But I can't let my mom down so I just pretend that I got it together Even though I'm still struggling with this hurt and if I'm speaking honestly It's kinda scary what might just become of me If I don't let out all the anger inside of me That been built up from all of those times I was suffering That done built up from all of those times they were doubting me Hope you don't feel like ya be wasting your energy I'm a friend not an enemy Cuz it's too many times I put my life in jeopardy For people who ain't never cared for me And that's just how it be I swear this shit never working for me And damn it it ain't what it seem All this pain I got won't set me free It won't set me free It won't set me free It won't set me free And damn it it ain't what it seem Uh-uh uh uh uh uh It's Rade Jz in this!