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My mind's wandering it got me thinking about old shit I turned my anger into fuel and I'm writing these songs yeah Tryna find myself a banger and that's what keeps me focused But I'm so deep up in my zone that I think I'm probably lost yeah Designer clothes I been past that Money come in I been had that Record deals pray to god that I sign one And I know I'm the one that they're mad at Got tunnel vision can't see where the light is Looking back my life's full of surprises I just wish that I'd realize it Sometimes shit gets hard but I always survive it In case you don't know I came up from hustling Had to work hard but somehow it's surprising How people think that I can't rap about shit Give me a topic I can't bar for nothing I ain't have Santa so I chose to grind Made some choices that bettered my life F*ck all the clout I'm just tryna get signed To the top I've been planning to climb And I still don't get why I cannot leave my past behind I done ducked shots and I was terrified Made it out and I'm still on my grind It's over over now I just hope that it's over Gotta stay grounded nah I can't lose focus Told my fam that we gon' ball and I promised Some people told me that I ain't got motion Bitch I don't flex cuz I'm humble they know it Keep my feet on the ground I can't switch up I just hope that they all get the picture Had to grind for my shit I was never a sinner Growing up and my dreams getting bigger I really came from a war remember times had to run for my life My legs do kinda feel sore all of those struggles left me paralyzed But I can't even lie All that pain was a sign I knew that everything would be alright Just had to wait for the stars to align I don't need feelings I smoke 'em Feel like it been way too long time to grow up I remember stressing out in the corner thinking about things that I had to get over I never needed a shoulder to cry on Hard-headed I had to go through some trials But still these days nobody's on my side though I feel like I'm 'bout to blow out my mind oh And I still don't get why I cannot leave my past behind I heard some shots and I was terrified Made it out and I'm still on my grind It's over over now I just hope that it's over