Rather Die

Used to be a jit and now I'm growing up Ever since I got some money they be like what's up Had to learn how to be patient was down on my luck On my doley I had nobody round me but God They thought I was crazy they thought I was dumb But I'm the type to motivate myself when it gets tough That shit ain't really faze me I was on my up Probably making songs while you were busy turning up Cuz I I'd rather die Than Spend the rest of my life Regretting I didn't try Yeah you heard me right I'd rather die Than spend the rest of my life regretting I didn't fight Through all this pain I'm holding all inside Can't let it go to waste now it's my time The top is where I'm headed my main focus Problems in the rear view how I'm coping Competition with myself what I indulge in Tryna get it in just so they can take notice Rain been catching up with me no matter where I go Stepping over puddles soaking wet up in this coat Can't afford to slow cuz that's when I fall I been stuck up on the same road tryna make it home I just need someone to understand me and the picture I been painting Trust me I done spent way too long waiting just to find out that I'm far from saving I done worked hard for my shit And I know I did some bad things But everything I've done has been worth it And if I'm hurt then I deserve it Cuz I I'd rather die Than Spend the rest of my life Regretting I didn't try Yeah you heard me right I'd rather die Than spend the rest of my life regretting I didn't fight Through all this pain I'm holding all inside Can't let it go to waste now it's my time