demons

I got demons in my head Wishing all the time that I was dead Fighting all I can and all I see is red Relationship is like sewing do it thread by thread I tried doing something but she left me on read She left me on read She left me on read yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah I got demons in my head Wishing all the time that I was dead Fighting all I can and all I see is red Always low the price of bread Basic staple food everyone ate If the price is high then people would revolt Revolution's starting you still here worrying about that woman go be adult(yeah yeah) You say you did nothing wrong and that it's all my fault? You're wrong Angels in my head saying that I'm strong Demons in my head saying that I don't belong Don't worry about me I won't be long But people never look back and see that I'm hurting all along Left me by myself I start singing this song And when they realize that I'm gone I'm gooonneeeee Don't wanna bother them that's a weakness Took me way too long to realize this Demons kept saying there's nothing wrong with me Angels saying reach out feel everyone's honesty I got demons in my head Wishing all the time that I was dead Fighting all I can and all I see is red Never look at me look that way instead Not worth all the trouble and the dread I got angels in my head Wishing all the times that I was fed Not caught in the trauma and wish that I fled Wishing that I stayed in bed, never have to bled Wishing I stay unimpaired And able to look ahead I don't love me anymore I'm human not an animal But I wish to be happy that shit laughable My head and my soul is fragmentable And I've lost all the pieces Don't need more pain I don't need this Can't give anymore love please dismiss And I try my best to resist My demons pulled me down to abyss