Wanted To Be Famous

Yeah, tryna find where I truly belong Calling too many temporary destinations my home Maybe I was forever cursed to set and roam Yeah, or maybe I was blessed to put it all inside these songs But if I'm I'm being honest, I think it's a curse Feeling different from everyone else on earth I don't deserve a lot, but a lot is what I'm worth Yeah, a lot is what I'm worth And I really can't admit that I was changing Cause I wanted everything to remain the same And I really, really wanted to be famous But I realized that fame won't change the pain And I really, really wanted to let go Of everyone that I used to know, know, know But I really, really wanted to be famous And I realized that fame won't change a thing So many questions that I still need to ask Scared to go to therapy, so I put it all in the raps Holding too many emotions inside my heart, it might collapse There's just so much pain, give it a day and I'll explain Sit down, kick up your feet, go ahead get comfortable It's the first and last time that I'm gonna be vulnerable And I thought that I was fast, running away from my past Even though that don't last And I know that I'm slowly changing for you And that's the bad part Cause I already know how this ends for me Yeah, first I'm a mess and then I get pressed And then I start filling up all the voids that you left And my crazy heart is ripping in my chest There's just some things time won't change And I really can't admit that I was changing Cause I wanted everything to remain the same And I really, really wanted to be famous But I realized that fame won't change the pain And I really, really wanted to let go Of everyone that I used to know, know, know But I really, really wanted to be famous And I realized that fame won't change a thing