Counting Lost Sheep

Just think of the time we've wasted Focusing on our own desires Shatter of all my replacement Entrance my eyes I don't want to live a single moment I don't want to live a single day Couldn't bare the thought of disconnection Couldn't let myself live any other way From the outside looking in Such is where are all my friends My heart, it breaks for them There's nothing more That I really need But to nail my worth and my self On a cursed tree Take my body and bones away from me Give me distance from this sickness I now see For what it is, a lie that was fed to me That I ate of willingly And this is my plea Please Don't let me fall asleep Don't let me sleep Until I've counted every lost sheep