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Warm water Droplets on your skin Complements to the chef Umbrellas caging in the smoke of my last jay that we just lit Go on Take another hit Before I cease to exist Before my seat gets too wet If I were to go on a limb I'd say I'll be rich I'd say that I see, what I said, what I did I'd say that my heart doesn't fit in my chest I'd say that I've always had lots to give But little left for myself Never could find any help Never would ask, counldn't tell Never thought it mattered Just because we're matter We can keep on joking about killing ourselves I think it helps in away For a mind like mine It brings relief to the rain But the signs I find They lead me further astray And my mind's birds eye It needs direction, it's vague If there's a god, I tried If there's a god, I tru I know a part of me is dumb I know a part of me is a freak I know a part of me is in love I know a part can barely breath So many pieces, I've been Put into pieces I've been I know it's hard to live young I know you really wanna scream We're all a little fed up This isn't how things should be So many pieces, I've been Put into Pierce's I've been Lost in marijuana smoke Go missing for days at a time And I've changed by the sound That you make and your face Tells me everything I needed to know While I'm catching up on shit that stayed When I left and I'm open Judgings for the hopeless Or those with they nose In the goals of everyone they close with And there's no one I'm close with No no no no Doors all shut On the hoes that I fucked And I'm always overthinking Always up when the suns on duck Cus the ship I'm on is sinking Caffeine cups To dissolve these ruts Just to focus on my dreaming All for no reason Baby can you believe it