so slowly

So slowly I feel the pain, really wish it upon me Really was a fool But it never even mattered You didn't even care But I did this so slowly Now I'm all alone, oh Oh, you don't even care It never felt like you were even there Anxieties, times feeling so slow now All this pressure I start to feel it on me Oh, you don't even care Oh, I'm never really here These thoughts inside, man I could never control them All those words they said, could never understand So slowly I feel the pain, really wish it upon me Really was a fool We never even mattered You didn't even care But I did this so slowly Now I'm all alone, oh Oh, you don't even care It never felt like you were even there Anxieties, times feeling so slow now All this pressure I start to feel it on me Oh, guess you didn't care Oh, I'm never really here These thoughts inside, man I could never control them All those words they said, could never understand Slowly I feel the pain, really wish it upon me Really was a fool We never even mattered You didn't even care But I did this so slowly Now I'm all alone, oh It never felt like you were even there