Misguided

All I've ever been Is succumbing to the confusion Believed all the things that you said You wanted me left for dead Turning thoughts into matter Misguided manifestations What the f*ck is this place I've created With all the things that I thought that I hated Now I can't get out of my out way These Ruminations are killing me Now i can't see another way To make it through this pain That's killing me This pain that's killing me Now I can't get out of my out way These Ruminations are killing me Now i can't see another way To make it through this pain That's killing me