Fall Asleep Forever

Outside I wondered if my soul remembered you I wanted to feel your soul forever And I swore if I lasted through this and suffered through to the end I'd be willing to start again I'd fall asleep forever Just to wake up on the ground I've tried to remind myself what I said to you I think the spirit of it was something condescending And I regretted it And all those years of trying to forget it And always trying to play pretend I'd fall asleep forever Forever waiting to be found I'd fall asleep forever I'd fall asleep forever Just to wake up on the ground Just to wake up on the ground Just to wake up on the ground