Desire

In me there's this deep desire to finally arrive somewhere But I know that I have to take care of other things first And still, there's also this fear which don't want to bare But I can't imagine life if the worst comes to the worst I've been told to be patient and to wait a little more And I said alright while silently crying into my pillow But it's hard to bear with it when your heart is sore And this yearning for love is not getting mellow I miss your smile Even though I never saw you I feel your arms around me Even though you've never touched me I want to listen to your tender words Even though I've never heard you There has been a lot pushed in and out of my weakened body And I hope that you finally lead me out of this loop Could you give me also back my pride and my haughty Before ultimately, it's going Going down the tubes I miss your smile Even though I never saw you I feel your arms around me Even though you've never touched me I want to listen to your tender words Even though I've never heard you I'm with you When will you finally find me? I'm near you When will you complete me? I touch you Could you make me believe again? I want you Am I what you truly desire?