Only Silence Remains

Sounds... so far away to meİ must exist in a nonexisting colorHow can i give what''s left over from meEven i can''t breatheEven a breeze can erase meİn every image becoming clearer, i get cloudyİ can''t get angry neither to myself nor to the sun,Than never keeps me warm.İ scream without a break to raise my silenceRoar with laughterJust to feel the sadness afterStrong as hateLight as a dewFarewell... i miss to be a newborn oneThose are the first seconds of infinite fallBeginning... i want the dirt and it''s wormsTo be my dress, to breathe trulyAm i in a dream that i couldn''t dream?Or in a resurrection that never realized