Fearful

Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting Okay my heart draining I need a replacement Bruised up like I hit the pavement Broke boy so worried 'bout payments Demons inside having meetings with satan Will I make it Never fake it Love this life 'till I hate it Love always make me feel jaded Bar so low I think I might raise it Tired of letting fake hoes phase me I need someone to come save me from myself and how I feel lately Drip game so eighties I'm number one Mcgrady My memory so hazy but I see my past life vaguely But I've been living, been wishing The stars would align and I'd see different Be different Open my mind and dream bigger See figures That big money, that bag talk Fucking bitches from the catwalk Poppin' bottles take the cap off 321 I might blast off Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting Now where do I go from here Soul in the rearview mirror Whole life I've been fearful God talking I ain't hear it though Mind still full of spirit though There's a fork in road My life needs direction I'm feeling so alone Need some guidance and perception If you could lend a hand I'd hope that you would understand Don't know what more you want from me I'm only just a man Fearful, I'm fearful (ohhhh) Fearful of this life Fear of who I am Fear of all the lies I'm just doing what I can Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting Ain't nothing feel the same no more Been around for way too long I'm hurting, hurting Water rising I cannot breathe This toxic air ain't safe for me I'm hurting, hurting