Cup of Coffee in the Big Time

You've got your secrets as if it don't matter But I'm not falling behind Take me for granted? You know it's pathetic So now I'm hitchin a ride Outta here Cut my throat like it's going out of fashion A self-indulged sacrifice Your eyes are sick with the pleasure and passion They worship you like you're Christ Yet, heaven waits Never knowing, we fell in love with the crime Forever showing, what you thought you can't find I feel so useless in, the prime of my lonely life So I'll take a sip from the cup of coffee in the big time