A Little Grace (feat. Don Dubious)

I feel like shit, me Yeah, that's my choice, like, I know what I'm doing Times Uh Times It was times that I've needed you, you ain't pick up It was times that I needed you, you ain't press play It was times that I needed you, had something to say It was times that I needed you, ain't come my way My blood brother was supposed to be in my wedding Sad to say he still ain't having shit together One of my best friends was supposed to be in my wedding That nigga ghosted me, we ain't spoken forever Damn, damn One thing I learned about expecting things from other people Be quick to learn that everybody ain't you Everybody ain't Mike Everybody ain't Nick Everybody ain't Ericka, Frank, or Gabrielle Everybody ain't Shivaun And speaking of Shivaun, I love you, dear sister Don't ever get it wrong If you ever ask me why I ain't mention you in a song I would tell you that I'm sorry that it took this long But I didn't know you was listening, feeling like a christening At 42, is it really possible to be reborn Butterfly out the cocoon but ain't close to my final form Knowing God showed me heaven and hell in the same storm Kind of folded up my character like tales from the hood Thank God I'm not my demons I prevailed with the good At 22, I was so angry at my father At 42, I'm grateful that I still have a father Have a little grace You get more haters along with success Ayo, my grandmother lived on her own to the day she turned 100 years old Still cooking and cleaning She just moved in with my parents Whole time kicking and screaming I swear she walked up to God and said, look, this the agreement I'ma show the world your love through me as long as I'm living and breathing And God said, bet that So to this day, she's still living and breathing All the years she spent on earth watching the switch in the seasons You gotta give praise where it's due She's a miracle even But I took a pause to ask why I'm watching my sibling grieving Little Cayden had to fight tooth and nail just to make it to five This shit seems unfair I compared it to grandma today and I cried My mama face so strong, she'll turn a bong to a plate full of fries Whenever she prayed, you replied And came with a way to provide Pop said most of your so-called friends ain't gonna stay by your side They'll hide behind codes they know they breaking when staging they lies And why you crashing out and playing victim, you way out of line Can't even see yourself for who you are Man, you basically blind You breaking all our hearts, but here we are Have a little grace