Rainy Days (feat. Gemini Genesis & Downtown)

Came up in these rainy days, I was holding water down See the river flowing, it was pouring and I sorta drowned Wrestle with my demons and I guess I gotta sort it out Dealing with depression so I guess I got disorders now See the tunnel, light a way but I don't wanna fight today See the legend I would make, I think I'm bout a night away Thinking as I lie awake, my heart was left inside a cage If only I could find a way but I don't see no sight of grace Take my memories and torch it, that's energy that I forfeit This rain's leaking like faucets, I got skeletons in closets Now they getting supplicated, tryna come up from the basement All my life I sucked at patience, I won't be another waiting Problem is I want it, they tell me I'm too young to fall I'm bleeding from my lungs, I crawl until I breakout from the wall From the place I dwell I'm living, from the pits of hell I'm spittin Everything I'm dealt is written, now it's time to tell the difference Raised up in the ghetto, as a kid always wanted more Racing up the stairs tryna reach the highest floor Moving out, no moving up, half a dozen different cribs Finally started eating, now it's sticking to my ribs No explaining how I lived, just wouldn't do it justice Pain became my substance, the music was my compass Found something that I trusted cause if I'm being honest The closest people leave you and that's something I can promise Life was always crumbling, emotions I was juggling Stomach tied in knots, the hunger kept it rumbling Everything I ever had, I lost it overnight Trying not to lose my shit seemed like a never ending fight Still from time to time the side effects will reach the surface Constantly get nervous that I"ll never find my purpose But every time I hear these beats I get another chance Cause the day this music stops will be the night I end this dance