The Mirror

This was always me Even if you couldn't see I've always been a disaster When I look at you I see those disappointed eyes Man, you know how hard I try Maybe you've always had your shit together What does that mean now You think I owe you all the world You say that everything I am is my intention What can I say now There's nothing more to say You have already made your judgments of me The mirror that I see in you Is the mirror that you see in me And we are both dancing with the devil Risking everything Trying to stay above the waterline so both of us don't sink into the ocean Sink into the deep blue sea I am looking into your eyes looking into me Trying to save my soul for one last night I need to know exactly what you're seeing You can call me out And say I didn't live up to the name You say I'm causing you this shame That sounds just about right now What would I do without you To grace me with your truth How else would I know that there's hell below me I'm already burning My heart is blackened by your love What can I say now There's nothing more to say You have already made your judgments of me The mirror that I see in you Is the mirror that you see in me And we are both dancing with the devil Risking everything Trying to stay above the waterline so both of us don't sink into the ocean Sink into the deep blue sea I am looking into your eyes looking into me Trying to save my soul for one last night I need to know exactly what you're seeing I'm already burning my heart is yearning for you now