Endgame

Trying hard to let it go thrugh Wondering when will it leave Just to know that in the end you Won't belong to what it seemed Here remains some old desires A waterdrop inside my head Is falling down in the same old spot And i don't know when will it end You Can't you see there's no more left To loose Except sincerity And Looking through your vanity You'll see That's it's only what it is TV, Alcohol, Calmants, Sleep Just some hour spent quietly Stop to compare for a while The old and the new reality If what i was it's is just no more What's endures in here for me That upside down doesn't seem Just another falling down on this