Memories of a Misfit

I began Watching the people dancing on the floor Felt like rain Like if I found a nature for this sore Every time I've been looking out to score No matter what I'd get, I had already lost Many years, I've spent a lifetime in this cheat Just a boy, already addicted to the heat Got tired of this perspective had to quit Recalling lines of teenage songs I drawn my face to get relief Memories of a misfit If you know the meaning Of these words I know You've never found a way to fit in This life You know I've wasted too much time spent just watching other lives An overwhelming sense of grime felt to fit in that disguise If I could start again There would be no shame No more The play goes on, I just can't feel you're there Angry words, you'll leave but nevermind I just don't care And I Carried it on and on and on So far no reason came along To not to make me think of this as a Trap for rats Lines go flat I wish I was no more Years ago Life that goes Shadier with the age