Joker

As I'm slowly going all insanse Tryin' to take my one last breath All I find in this reflection Does not convince, me to stay I'm approaching mirror slowly Hatred grows with every step Knife opens in my hand And I ask myself, why so serious When I taste a drop of blood It feels like I'm getting drunk Then all seems to be less pointless For a while, just for a while I put paint on my face And shadows on my eyes It's not the face they want to see Although they still, try to laugh I can't help laughing all the way Seeing all just, burning down I start to suffocate there is Still a way, to stay awake There's no way to fill the emptiness For longer than a while Her body is still warm, I gotta Hurry up before it's cold as mine I've left all behind me now What is wrong and what is right It's just the cheapest fakery The product of, the greatest minds I let just one little tear To go down my own cheeks It burns my skin painfully This stigma reminds, that I'm still weak I'm feeling like a Joker And I'm still without my face So unspokenly broken I'm trying to feel The warmth I cannot have Enough Of being not myself Enough Of doing what they say Enough Of being not myself Enough Of doing what they say I'm feeling like a Joker And I'm still without my face So unspokenly broken I'm trying to feel The warmth I cannot have Enough