Ignite

Blackness consuming me On the verge of self-destruction I find myself a coward Bruised, beaten, forever broken Do you know my pain? I don't think so; I don't need your false sense of love Back off and lead your life Leave me to suffer in silence My God, ignite this pain and let me burn Broken, I need some scars to give me a sense of peace Disgraced, hiding in the shadow of fear Slit wrist, let the blood flow Where my vein meets the blade I leave my life to fate Just to wash away the pain Conflicted in this moment With no will left to live I find myself with choices Do I end my life or seek hope? Witness, my downfall I find no purpose in life Trying to throw the blame Always playing the victim game Isolation, just leave me be And let me embrace the pain My God, ignite this pain and let me burn Broken, I need some scars to give me a sense of peace Disgraced, hiding in the shadow of fear Slit wrist, let the blood flow Where my vein meets the blade I leave my life to fate Just to wash away the pain Conflicted in this moment With no will left to live I find myself with choices Do I end my life or seek hope? Slit wrist, let the blood flow Where my vein meets the blade I leave my life to fate Just to wash away the pain Conflicted in this moment With no will left to live I find myself with choices Do I end my life or seek hope? Leech on me Bleed with me I surrender myself to the shadows Can I find a glimmer of hope in all this darkness?