Mania

Darkness, a whirl of thoughts choking me Every day, I feel a void filling my heart and my soul Hating myself, my very own existence Coaxing myself to end this life Driving a knife across my bare skin No, I'm going insane Breaking fast The end is near No, I'm going crazy Felt closer to death than being alive No, I'm getting anxious Taking those pills never did jack No, I'm freaking out Slice, a cure for it all Blackness, illusions blinding me Every day, I feel this weight of hate crushing me Pain, hating every inch of myself I feel the venom coursing through my veins The end is near Yes, take the knife No, I'm going insane Breaking fast The end is near No, I'm going crazy Felt closer to death than being alive No, I'm getting anxious Taking those pills never did jack No, I'm freaking out Slice, a cure for it all Dig deep All this stops when I realize pain longer exists in me The power to help myself out of this darkness rests in seeking the light within me