It's Been Years

It's been yearsSince I held you in my armsAnd surrendered to your charmsMany yearsLong agoI was underneath your spellThought I'd never live to tellLong agoThat was thenBack when I was hypnotizedBy the passion in your eyesWay back thenStill I knowThat without you, I am meAnd I'm no damn fun to beOh, I knowDid I ever make it through?Did you ever understand?Questions never to be answeredWho would ask them? Who could stand?Did you ever really love me?Was it all just fun and games?Nevermind, don't even tell meYes or no, it's all the sameYou were mineYou were all I'd ever needAll the mouth I'd have to feedYou were mineNow you're goneAnd I'm half a man againOne part has and one part beenSince you're goneYou were thereEverytime I felt aloneI could call you on the phoneYou were thereHow I longTo relive those days of oldAnd to come in from the coldHow I longDid your love for me exist?If it did, then does it now?If I asked you, would you thinkThat you had beaten me somehow?Can I see or am I blind?Do I dare believe it's true?That the thoughts that I am thinkingAre the same ones thought by you?I'm the sameI'm exactly how I've beenSince we parted way back thenJust the sameI'm still yoursPlease believe me when I sayYou're the artist, I'm the clayOnly yoursUnderstandThat my words are from the heartI'm alone when we're apartUnderstandLet's returnTo that lovely time we heldTo each other, to ourselvesLet's returnHas our time forever passed?Did our love just fade away?Am I saying all the things you thoughtYou'd never hear me say?Is it time we told the truth?Is it time we made amends?Questions never to be answeredNot in one year, not in ten