In My Head A Lot

I be in my head a lot, hyperventilating I be in my bed a lot, barely concentrating Pain from all the stressing It be messing with my head so I down some pills Yeah those pills they fucking burn, burning my stomach I guess I cannot learn, learn how to stomach my feels So I throw them out the window Demon hungry for some feels So I feed em' to the wendigo I be downing all the pills trying to numb out all the feels Feeling stuffy, demons ugly All a sudden nose is bloody Is it suppose to do that, I don't think so but I don't really give a f*ck Feel the fire in my head, maybe because I am cooking Or demons are in my head, burning all my dreams their cooking Telling me to kiss the chef, but I've already done that Devil wants me for a chat Telling me to give up All these friends and don't know who to call Even though I'm tall demons looking down like I'm small Feeling like their holding me down so I cannot ball Demons coming at me in many different forms so many I brawl I be in my head a lot, hyperventilating I be in my bed a lot, barely concentrating Pain from all the stressing It be messing with my head so I down some pills Yeah those pills they fucking burn, burning my stomach I guess I cannot learn, learn how to stomach my feels So I throw them out the window Demon hungry for some feels So I feed em' to the wendigo Out of control, getting critical Evil sees me as a criminal Probably cause I'm getting biblical And irresistible My pain they cannot ignore So they pin me to the floor And I got my mind all fucked up by a pretty little whore Got me sad, got me miserable See my life, it's unfixable Drown in booze, I am sinkable Shit is crazy, unbelievable So unbelievable by all the pain that I receive But I guess I'm fine cause got a couple tricks right up my sleeve All these friends and don't know who to call Even though I'm tall demons looking down like I'm small Feeling like their holding me down so I cannot ball Demons coming at me in many different forms so many I brawl I be in my head a lot, hyperventilating I be in my bed a lot, barely concentrating Pain from all the stressing It be messing with my head so I down some pills Yeah those pills they fucking burn, burning my stomach I guess I cannot learn, learn how to stomach my feels So I throw them out the window Demon hungry for some feels So I feed em' to the wendigo