Mixed Emotions

Blended up, fucked up, real fucked Fucked up, emotions all blended up, yeah Blended up, fucked up, real fucked Fucked up, emotions all blended up, yeah Cutting me up This shit is cutting me open Fucking me up Yeah she leaving me broken Speaking my feels Hear my thoughts they've spoken F*ck my demons Has became my slogan My emotions blended up and mixed, mixed, mixed, mixed Cannot use my heart if it ain't fixed, fixed, fixed, fixed Recipe for disaster, I'm in my hell needing a pastor One of us dead if I ever pass her, then we moving on the next chapter My emotions coming out yeah I am sad, mad, glad, rad Girl has ended me this shit is bad, bad, real bad Don't know where I belong, I'm hot shit but I don't wear VLone Don't show it my emotions long gone This shit ain't right yeah they keep doing me wrong Dicing me up like fruit ninja but watch out I'm the bomb (Bomb) Hittin' me up then finna blow up see me worldstar.com (Bomb bomb bomb) Giving me signs see my name on signs like they ask me to prom (Ha) Why the f*ck does it feel like I got the world in the palm of my hand Fans by me they stand, f*ck it spend another band I am feeling grand, see me I'm not looking bland Going up but I am down, you just will not understand You won't understand, you won't understand Beating my demons and they beating me We going back and forth a forever battle Constantly bothering they a real dick rider Riding it so much that they need a saddle (Uh huh) When I beat them they running to the devil Acting like a child crying they go tattle-tale (Wah wah) Can't take a loss don't wanna fail Choking me I can't exhale (Yeah) Don't wanna be in their hell And they don't wanna be in my hell, cause my hell is heaven Spray'em down MAC-11 (Grrha!) Depression, turned on me it's their weapon Obsession, they obsessed with me coming at me with all of their aggression My emotions blended up and mixed, mixed, mixed, mixed Cannot use my heart if it ain't fixed, fixed, fixed, fixed Recipe for disaster, I'm in my hell needing a pastor One of us dead if I ever pass her, then we moving on the next chapter My emotions coming out see I am sad, mad, glad, rad Girl has ended me this shit is bad, bad, real bad Don't know where I belong, I'm hot shit but I don't wear VLone Don't show it my emotions long gone This shit ain't right yeah they keep doing me wrong Yeah they keep doing me wrong they keep doing me dirty Tryin' to act cute and all flirty Got all shocked when I found out you lied Guess who told me, a little birdie Yeah that birdie is the real homie Got my back no need to show me (Yeah) Cause we don't f*ck around with the fakes J. Slowinski with the shit killing snakes Only fucking around with the real ones Only ones I can trust my day ones (Uh-huh) Don't come at me fucking around Stay quiet do you hear that sound *Chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp* That's the people who give a f*ck ha, nobody, nobody, absolutely nobody Blended up, fucked up, real fucked Fucked up, emotions all blended up, yeah Blended up, fucked up, real fucked Fucked up, emotions all blended up, yeah Cutting me up This shit is cutting me open (Oh) Fucking me up (Fucking me up) Yeah she leaving me broken Speaking my feels (Yeah) Hear my thoughts they've spoken F*ck my demons (Oh) Has became my slogan