This Is Real 2

So much time in your mind, you believe it is real Really, this reality is real, real I can't shape my life, held down by reality F*ck all the others they f*ck up my mentality God damn the darkness brings a different side of me Once in darkness can't be free Mind is gone cause this is real to Wide awake no curfew I can't dream no more (No I can't no I can't f*ck, f*ck, f*ck!) Heart killing me guess I have declared war Shit you told me, a bagful Was all shit, it was bull All of it, heart you pulled Problems charging like a bull, ole Dodging all your pics, ole Dodging all the texts, ole Dodging all your songs, ole Got me dodging love Bitch was just a parasite (Fucking bitch) Stealing all my love So ironic because was trying to get your love But got nothing in return (Oh) Wasn't part of your concern (No) You just left me in the devils chamber Wanting me to burn (Burn, burn, burn) Crazy real crazy hot burns are fourth degree fourth degree Bitch you murdered me murdered me to the first degree first degree No apology no real apology Bitch you fucking me up (What) Bet I'm fucking you up (What) With my voice yeah it is beating you up (Oh) Guess I am too much for her to handle On you took a big ass gamble Footsteps all over my heart breaking squishing you like to trample She looking for love at Costco guess I am a fucking sample (Fucking bitch) All-round you were just awful I can't shape my life, held down by reality F*ck all the others they f*ck up my mentality God damn the darkness brings a different side of me Once in darkness can't be free Mind is gone cause this is real to Wide awake no curfew I can't dream no more (No I can't no I can't f*ck, f*ck, f*ck!) Heart killing me guess I have declared war