Can't Expla!n

I can't explain through all the pain I been I sip alone I drink this medicine They try to help but I don't let them in The devil try's but I don't let him win Sometimes I dream about it Smoke about it Sleep about it Talk about it Walk it out I been about it Imma show em how to get that money Add it up go head go and count it, remember I had a paper wallet, now I gotta couple thousand dollars, add it up while smoking marijuana My thoughts have been taking me to the different places in my head I'm contemplating selling that dope or head to work instead Constant mistakes i keep on making tryna fix my self, when you feel down remember its only you and no one else Let's go Take the time to talk me i don't FaceTime I'm addicted to the hustle I don't play none Only real nigga shit when I come around, smoking gas from the morning to the sundown I don't f*ck with no games I don't play around In the stu every night tryna make sounds If they ask how you been tell em good now Look at god and I pray every night now My god I'm looking up and I'm asking you to take care of me watch my back if I'm in these streets keep the heat on me Incase the devil beef 2 much hate that could come for me but I never give in to the enemy Working daily to my destiny, if I do what's right then god keep blessing me Gang