Reflections

Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death Imagine feeling like your dead but they can still hear your breath I don't feel that way I just look in the mirror and see someone I don't want to be Because I just want to be me instead I can make my future I can't change the past People bring it up and yeah it's just a pain in the arse Makes me think about them times when I said I would never do such thing But then I done such thing he was running fast I don't wanna make my fam frustrated But I'm just the same person because i ain't been updated So then my mum and dad are really pissed of at me But i need my family's help because there isn't an I in team Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death Imagine feeling like your dead but they can still hear your breath I don't feel that way I just look in the mirror and see someone I don't want to be Because I just want to be me instead When i try and tell you what's happening yeah you never listen And at least when you do you go tell somebody and ruin my freedom Because then I'm just chilling on my bed But now I've got more nosey pricks in my life tryna get in my head So now I'm blowing smoke get the pain out of my system But it won't go away unless I'm dead or someone murks them Twenty- twenty life is dangerous but i wanna make a living So now I'll promise my mum i won't committee a killing So that's why i gotta change my ways instantly F*ck all them citizens who fucking dissaggree Tryna make me like them are you kidding me I ain't a dog it won't work even if you give me pedigree Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death Imagine feeling like your dead but they can still hear your breath I don't feel that way I just look in the mirror and see someone I don't want to be Because I just want to be me instead Year ten soon i know that I've gotta behave Doesn't mean there's always gonna be a perfect day Yeah i know when I'm bad my family it fucking hurts them Yeah i swear to god I'm dumber than the average person So now I realize I gotta knuckle down Do all my work and make my family proud Because lately I know I've been making the wrong decisions But you don't know the real me what's in my head and what I vision And I think that I'm bad look at the others saying "let me go" Depression got them smoking weed round and round like a merry go So then they pray for forgiveness but they don't get it god aint real That's what i believe and I'm just justifying how i feel Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death Imagine feeling like your dead but they can still hear your breath I don't feel that way I just look in the mirror and see someone I don't want to be Because I just want to be me instead