Lost Little Soul

I know that I'm a child of royalty But I be feeling like the world wanna toy with me Don't be coy with me, let's face the facts that It seems like life won't stop till it's destroying me It's like I'm tryna figure out how to manage But it's impossible to stop the damage Imagine being stabbed through the heart, skull, gut, back, Leg, foot, and betting good health on a bandage I don't understand it But somehow, I'm pressing forward I'm struggling to not let complacency be the normal I've been against the oddest odds and I still survived I'm killing myself just to live, so that I won't die So I don't wanna hear nothing from your broke asses I went like 3 years with some broke glasses Taped up, bent because the screw wasn't in them So they screwed with my sight but never screwed with my vision I'm a lost little soul Tryna find my way thru the world I done seen some dark and some cold nights Feel like I done been thru it all Tryna find my place in this world I just wanna be alright I'm out here feigning for a better dream I'm injecting my methods they injecting methamphetamine And it seems, the opposition reaching higher levels Meanwhile I'm getting drug through the mud like a shovel I know I'm destined for a proper bait and switch One day, I know I'm gonna be a pauper made a prince But the wait ain't really feeling like a fair catch Journey driving me crazy got me constantly asking are we there yet If miles were trials and pain, I shoulda been arrived Because I done been thru so much, cried so many tears Ran so many races just to not be at the finish line The world keeps trying to eat me up like it's dinner time But I can't stop now, it's too many factors Pressure makes diamonds, but stress makes fractures So the ending gonna see me broke and bruising But it's going to see me, because I won't be losing I'm a lost little soul Tryna find my way thru the world I done seen some dark and some cold nights Feel like I done been thru it all Tryna find my place in this world I just wanna be alright I'm a lost little soul Tryna find my way thru the world I done seen some dark and some cold nights Feel like I done been thru it all Tryna find my place in this world I just wanna be alright